Just like last year I wasn’t much into all the holiday cheer…well it wasn’t that I wasn’t into it, I’ve just been so distracted. Which explains my lack of posts here. Ive had so much on my plate since my husbands passing last year. Its been difficult, but I take it day by day. He was such a wonderful man with a good heart. I do miss him very much. In this last year Ive been preoccupied with handling details that have been forgotten or was unaware of until I was finally contacted. Savings, Investments, title transfers, deeds, retirement accounts, pensions, and all the paperwork that goes with it! It goes on and on! Stressful, but all handled now, finally. In the end, my husband saw that I was taken care of for the rest of my life. So here it is, Christmas crept up on me again….I recently moved, I was stuck for a little while. I was still wrapping my head around the loss of my husband, but I learned a lot over this last year. So very much that it needs to be told in a book. Im hoping for it to be done and released by the anniversary of his passing. I also realized it was time to move forward with my life. I sold off a lot a household items and found a new home and fresh start. So I sit here and looking around my new home while racking my brain on what to write here, I realize I don’t have anything Christmassy here except three stockings and the Christmas music I currently have streaming from my Pandora app to the sound bar in my home office. Maybe I’ll go to my storage and dig out the trees and decor tomorrow… or not. I don’t know…. its so close to Christmas already. I just have a lot going on, advocating for victims of mental abuse, working on a couple books, and when you throw classes in the mix while working on putting together a vegan holiday dinner menu, as well as a girls night, AND like I don’t already have enough to do, also decided to be a distributor for a pretty awesome cosmetic company. I don’t think i’ll rest until Christmas day. I don’t know what I was thinking. But thats me…. always busy, busy and on the go. Maybe I’ll buy a super cute pre-decorated one, prop it up somewhere and *TA DAAA!!*, call it Christmas. Its all whatever for a month then I’ll just end up tossing it into a closet or in storage with the others.
Until next Christmas…..
In the meantime…. Im baaaack!